Sulat para saking PUSO

Dear Heart,
Howdy?lol
Salamat naman dahil tumitibok ka pa rin hanggang ngayon.
Salamat at nakakayanan mo pa rin ang mga kirot na nararamdaman ko.
Alam ko may mga pagkakataong gusto mo ng huminto sa pagtibok,subalit iniisip mo pa rin ako at di pa rin bumitiw.

P.S Bakit di kayo magkasundo ni BRAIN???KAHIT MAN LANG SAGLIT PLEASE PASAYAHIN NIYO NAMAN AKO NG BONGGANG BONGGA yung walang CONTRADICTION please..nyahaha…

Nagmamahal,
Ang may-ari ng PUSO MO…

A letter to someone

To someone:

I love you for almost a decade now

We built our love and trust with each other, we live happily,harmoniously and fought for the feeling we had.

I was so happy when I met you 9 years ago, you bring happiness and joy to my life.

I may say you’re the first man who kissed me tenderly, hug me warmly and that makes me feel happy.

Though our first 3 years been so rocky I never gave up, I hide tha pain I felt just to stay with you.

Being with you I feel secure

Being with you I feel the joy that  seems never end.

—-

I know I hurt you 4 years ago, but you know my reasons and I thank you for giving me a chance to stay with you then.

Yeah I know you’re not that sweet and caring person as I was expecting

but I accepted you as what and who you are

I accepted you without any hesitations because I love you.

But what is happening to us now.

You did something wrong and I forgave you

You left the pain in my heart and I thought it’s heal now but I was wrong.

Everytime I think of you during my sleepless nights I can still feel the pain in my heart

I cannot stop asking myself why is it happening to me again

The day we separated you promise me that you will be back, you said you will fight and prove your love to me.

But why until now I can’t feel that you’re fighting, you keep saying you love me but why I can’t feel you’re reaching out to me

I am doing my best but Im afraid I can do this alone. I am so weak, my heart is so hollow.

Please don’t  tell me to stay with you now coz you know I can’t. I have my valid reasons and I hope you understand it.

If you can’t live this way I have nothing to do now

Sometimes I am tired of waiting as you promise

I am tired of being so stupid all this time

I am tired of crying like a baby

I am tired when my mind is battling with my heart.

I am tired of expecting for nothing

YOu know me once you promised something I’ll be expecting for that.

—-

I know you’re hurt but hey

why it seems like Im the one who did wrong????

I know im not perfect but you’re the one who cheated me

I know no one is to be blame now

I accepted what happen 6 months ago, but what I am asking now is if you can’t do your promise please tell me……

Now, I am just waiting for the time to tell if we will be together again or not. 

Honestly, I am tired now…

Tired of thinking and expecting

Sometimes I wish my heart stops beating so that I cannot feel the pain anymore but I know it was so stupid…

My mind says: I can let you go

My heart says: I can wait till you prove and fight for your love~(can I set a deadline?lols~)

At our best

I know you are sad but what else can I do~

I did my best, you also did yours 

Chances are given but we’re just unlucky~

No one to be blame

No one deserves to be hurt again

Let’s just face the present

And let the time tell if we will be together again or just separate lives forever~~

<<<<<<<???????>>>>>>>>>Hunyo na at ako’y tuliro pa

Kagabi, di ako makatulog ng maayos.
Nagigising ako maya’t maya.
Gulong dito, gulong dun
Ayaw ko naman pagurin ng sobra ang utak ko sa kaiisip sa’yo at ano na ang nangyari.
Dapat chill lang ako sabi ko sa sarili ko.

P.S.Imahinasyon ko lang ito kaya wag isipin na ako yan bwahaha…adik lang ikaw kung iniisip mo na ako yan…:P

Embrace

Your warm embrace comforts me well

I love you more than you’ll ever know..

ALONE?

Alone in cold summer nights~
Sleeping alone in a dark room
Dreaming alone impossibly

Afraid to fall

Wings are broken

Heart is cold
But want to keep my LOVE burning

I am SERIOUS

Why me?

Because I AM SELFISH

YES I AM!!!!!!

I am selfish because I don’t want to get hurt again

I am selfish because I don’t want to feel the pain that almost killed me

Now tell me, do you still LOVE ME even if  I am LIKE this?

Bitterness will KILL ME~~~~~~~~~

Chill

Im trying to be cool 

#$%& I hate this 

I don’t wanna be alone again

Am afraid someone will leave me again

Im trying to be good Im trying to be nice

But why no one appreciates me….

Am I that BAD huh?

Ok Fine~~~

Back to bitterness mode?

#&$%#&^%#&^%#*^$^%

SORRY

ALIVE

Am I dreaming?

I thought I died 

I thought I can’t  see the sun again (oh i thought it will be a gloomy day but Mr Sunshine came out)

I thought I can’t breath freely

I thought I can’t hear your voice anymore

I thought I can’t talk to you again

I thought my heart stops beating

I thought I can’t hear my favorite song 

I thought I can’t see the smiling faces of my love ones

I was wrong 

Thanks God for this day again~~